2 years tomorrow.... I can't believe it! I know I haven't been very consistent. I know I don't share as much as I should, I know I mostly complain. However, this is my little corner of the world and I'm so grateful I have it! Thanks to all of you for supporting me. You're the best!
I have a doctors appointment today. I thought it was next Tuesday. I'm not emotionally prepared for this. I keep meaning to e-mail her (the nurse). I keep meaning to say all the things I want to say in an e-mail, but apparently that is not to be. Hopefully I can be strong, stick up for myself. Tell them that I'm not okay to keep trying with the ever looming "reccurent loss" possibility over my head. When I thought it was next week, my mom was going to come since she's in town. Unfortunately she has pnemonia so I'll be by myself.
Anyway, more soon, once I digest everything...
3 comments:
Good luck. I hope everything goes the way you want it. Next time let me know, I could have been there with you if you wanted. I'll always be there if you need me. *hugs*
I hope you find the strength to go to your appointment. Cheer yourself up by telling yourself that it is your blogoversary present to yourself. Then come back and tell everyone about how well you did at th doctor's.
Good luck! FYI - I linked your blog in my post today mentioning Endometriosis Awareness Month.
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